(Un)Happy Holidays!

My posting frequency is unbelievable... =__=' at least on my FB page is happening more although it's also been on hold for a while... next year I tend to get myself and my shadows under control and draw more. Don't forget meeee..!

The most saddest people have the biggest smile

I'm not feeling good at the moment... I usually post only positive stuff on my FB page or here but now I really need to open up. From one day to another everything can just change and life punches you in the face with full force... And sometimes that kickboxing goes on for months like in my case now... Some days you learn to ignore it and others you're overwhelmed of a single sentence or a word which has nothing to do with your miserable life. Why am I so sensitive? Why do I care? Why do I have to have any feelings at all...?

This aprx. 2 hour doodle came now out when I really felt hopeless and alone. In end I feel already better and most of these negative feelings are left on this drawing. Maybe in any point I redraw it and add more details but now I just wanted to reset my mind... Sorry for the silence here in my blog. Follow me on facebook to stay up to date of what I'm doing at the moment when I'm not too depressed to draw anything.

Itkis helping at Yakitori booth in DoKomi 2015!

(what a crappy scan...)

Well however: Tomorrow I'll be on the way to my first real Anime Convention, DoKomi in Düsseldorf, and immediately as a worker. :3 I'll be helping out at Yakitori booth and if I have time I'm going to check out some other booths at same. I'm sooo excited! x3

Alle Deutscher: kommt und besucht mich! :)

Life hacks

Here you see what "drawing table" I mean. With the erasers the best is to brake one to half that you have two equal thick pieces. :')

Very unspectacular post but I just wanted to show that I'm alive. On my Facebook page has been happening more but previous weeks have been very rough for me so all kind of drawing has been left aside. Now I try to get again more active and next weekend I visit my first real Con!

Holiday at Süd-Tirol!

 

Gulaschsuppe, Bretzel mit Weißwurst & Kümmelbrot :) All this with a view to mountains and valley

This's actually not from Bozen but from a small city nearby.
The view was almost the same though.

Awesome view and such a beautiful nature :)